Intro Verse
you ask me what I want,
you ask me like I aint worth a damn if I scoff the thought
i was about to go in but now I have learned to not
the hard truth is would the grooves be deep enough to rot
or would it keep its spot, the water flows, the equinox
the least i show, the least I’m prone to be the reason, not a single moment leaves my soul, but overall, the road is a broken bone, I’m walking backwards alone and empty

Hook
if you reach for the ground, then tell me, how can you fall
you feeling weak in the knees, you got no balance at all
only grip you got’s the pistol, but it’s missing the call
the fear of death is worse than fearing you can’t run, so you crawl

and all the shit I did as a kid was my fist in the sky
i’ve been on fire since the day I figured out I could fly
and every chance I get’s a lesson I don’t listen to why
cuz motherfucker I’m too stubborn, guess my father am I

Main Verse
……
I been a little torn,
I been a shitty storm,
I went and fucked it up, I wasnt’ made for this,
I never wanted marriage but yo I aim for bliss
and so I came legit, i put it on my word,
I did the shit that any man would do, i’m quite the nerd
cuz i might not be empathetic but i try to serve
I’m matt damon when said he didn’t have the nerve
so now i’m contemplating, whether I should force the case,
you speaking lawyers, but i’ve already divorced your face,
the more I hide it….the more I’m warming up to takeing,
everything, pack it up and the fact is i’m acting up,
because everything I have d aone, letting you down and running now is what I have become,
I’m fucking out of rungs,
I”m lucky if I’m scum
I’ve always known that i am loved,
but I can’t love you more, so how the fuck am I so numb

Main Verse 2
….
you put me on your back, walked the fucking muddy track
talked to me like I was something, awful as I was, and after
all the the indecision, after all the shit and bitching,
have the strength to still commit and have the balls to fill my wishes,
and not just make my wishes happen, but give me the will to have em,
making me a better man and that’s the atmosphere I haven’t had
and maybe I aint had it bad, but something in me has to snap,
cuz i feel like a weight is on me, i been feeling like my dad

Main Verse 3
this new chapter, last verse, final testament,
no time to press my lips, this guy is legend shit,
this might come hesitant, but i’m preeminent,
i’m better than this shady shit, lady, I’m infinite,

wait up now, I”m only saying what I strive to be,
I know theres many violent tendencies inside of me
you see that’s what I do.. I’m trying to park the horse
but left the cart way back in my adolesence,

and that is par for the course, I aint shit for remorse,
i’m feelin karma and my body armor often is forced,
to take the hits from within, I’m fake as i’ve ever been
but then you gave me the confidence, now I’m taking the win

so everything that i’ve meant, is how i’d never repent
but that was when I never met the better man, I commit,
to showing you I am him, and proving thoroughly this is not so new to me, somewhere i have some loving to give